Let's go & watch THE VAMPIRE DIARIES...!!!

Last night Yho ask we something,

Yho - "You know something about Vampire Diaries?"

Me - "Dono. Why?"

then I google this vampire diaries, watch the image from Google and later realize that Vampire Diaries is a novel by L.J. Smith. But now, this thriller teenage novel have been adapted into a TV series that when aired on 10 September 2009 (Season 1, Episode 1). More to it, I was intrigued on watching this series and then Yho mention something important. Something that make me wanna see this more...

Yho - "PPStream got Vampire Diaries"

WooHoo..!!!! I was happy and excited. One more series to watch, add into a whole bunch of other series that I watch here with Yho (Heroes, Survivor, The Amazing Race)...

if u guys ever walk in a bookstore (Popular or MPH), you may notice the cover page of The Vampire Diaries like the above examples. I remember seeing one in MPH, Kuching.

So today, Yho and I watch Vampire Diaries until episode 3 and it was awesome and good... Vampire Diaries is almost resembles Twilight without the boring vampire, cross over with a little bit of Smallville essence and added in some 90210 dramas.... I think Vampire Diaries is a bit better than Twilight (sorry for all the Twilight die-hard fans out there)... One more thing that I like about this series is the cast...

Meet the cast:

Stefan Salvatore played by Paul Wesley, Elena Gilbert played by Nina Dobrev and Damon Salvatore played by Ian Somerhalder...

a short sypnosis of Vampire Diaries:

The Vampire Diaries is a young adult horror series of novels written by the NYT Bestselling author of the Night World series, L. J. Smith. The story centers around Elena Gilbert, a high school girl torn between two vampire brothers. The series was originally a trilogy published in 1991. However, pressure from readers led the author to write a fourth volume, Dark Reunion, released in 1992.

After taking a hiatus from writing for several years, L. J. Smith announced in 1998 a new spin-off trilogy entitled The Vampire Diaries: The Return, continuing the series, with Damon being the main protagonist. The first installment, The Return: Nightfall, was released on February 10, 2001. The Return: Shadow Souls and The Return: Midnight are tentatively slated for release in April, 2010 and 2011 respectively.

The Vampire Diaries has been adapted into a television series and premiered on September 10, 2009 on The CW.

taken from wikipedia... LOL

this is Stefan Salvatore... the little vampire brother and he's in love with Elena Gilbert... He's currently trying to avoid his hunger for human blood. You can say he's the good guy so far in this series... been living for 145 years, super fast, super strong, regeneration and all sort of stuffs that we thing vampires are able to do.... played by Paul Wesley. More on Paul Wesley, clicked here..

this is Elena Gilbert... the love interest of Stefan Salvatore... a cheerleader than she quite as she has no more interest in cheer-leading.... she is still sad for the lost of her parent and currently living with Aunt Jenna and brother, Jeremy Gilbert... She also have shown some interest on Stefan but feel there's something dark about both Salvatore's brother.... played by Nina Dobrev... she is so beautiful and sexy and the best thing is she's 20 years old... I'm in love with her... More on Nina Dobrev, clicked here...

and this is Damon Salvatore, big brother of Stefan Salvatore... the bad guy in this series so far... he is evil, he feed on human blood and very powerful compare to his brother.... he even have special powers such as controlling the crows and the mist (he literally said it, haven't seen the power yet).... once in love with a girl, Katherine who resembles Elena physically... played by Ian Somerhalder... More on Ian Somerhalder, click here...

enough with this... I want to continue watching... you guys should do the same... LATERS...

M.I.M.P.I < Chapter 02 - Sandar dan Ingat >

Tiba-tiba,

Tangan Aidan dipegang oleh seseorang. Sentuhan lembut bak sutera menyebabkan Aidan terpegun dalam terkejut sekaligus. Sentuhan tangan yang lembut membuatkan Aidan tidak mahu membuka matanya. Dia ingin kekal berada dalam dunianya sendiri. Dia ingin kekal dalam kegelapan ciptaan sendiri.

"Aidan.. Bangun Aidan..." Suara misteri itu berada seolah-olah sebelah Aidan. Aidan tidak mahu mendengar pujuk rayu wanita misteri itu lagi. Cukuplah sudah terperangkap dalam bilik yang terang bercahaya tadi.

"Terima kasih kerana awak datang untuk tolong. Saya tahu saya boleh berharap kepada awak. Saya sentiasa percaya kepada awak" sambung suara misteri itu lagi. Aidan senyap sahaja. Otaknya sedang ligat berfikir, berfikir berlandaskan realiti dan fantasi, berfikir mencakupi batasan logik akal.

"Awak tak perlu takut lah. Saya tak makan orang. Saya cuma nak minta pertolongan dari seorang kawan. Tak perlulah awak tutup mata memanjang. Muka saya ni tak buruk lah" kata suara misteri itu bernada merajuk. Tangan Aidan dilepaskan. Aidan masih menutup mata. Tangannya kini merindui sentuhan lembut tadi. Hatinya meronta-ronta ingin tahu.

"Siapa awak sebenarnya? Kenapa bilik pantri tadi bercahaya terang sangat? Apa maksud awak tentang awak hanya nak minta pertolongan dari kawan? Siapa kawan awak? Saya ke? Saya tak kenal awak lah. Lebih baik awak tinggalkan saya seorang diri. Saya ada banyak kerja yang belum lagi siap kat pejabat." Aidan duduk menunggu jawapan daripada suara merdu wanita misteri itu.

Namun, tiada satu patah perkataan yang keluar dari mulut wanita itu. Suasana menjadi kosong, cuma bunyi kicauan burung dan sentuhan hembusan angin dapat dirasai oleh Aidan. Kehadiran kelibat wanita misteri itu masih dirasai berdekatan.

"Woi...!!! Saya tanya awak soalan, awak boleh tolong jawab tak? Tolong jangan kusutkan otak saya lagi, boleh? Saya tahu awak masih ada dekat sini jadi tolong jangan berdiam diri" Aidan kelihatan sedikit marah. Matanya masih tertutup rapat.

"Awak, tolong sikit ye!!! Saya ada nama tau. Tak perlu la panggil Woi...!!! Cuba awak buka mata awak tu. Semua soalan yang terlampau banyak awak tadi akan terjawab jika awak buka mata. Awak nak jadi buta ke? Saya boleh tolong butakan." Wanita tadi melawan. Aidan terdiam. Dia tahu, dia memang bersalah dalam hal tadi. Dia tidak sepatutnya menengking dan meninggikan suara pada wanita itu.

"Saya minta maaf. Saya cuma berasa stress dan keliru dengan semua ini. Semua ini tidak masuk akal bagi saya. Kemunculan awak membuat saya amat keliru." Aidan menggaru kepala, dahinya berkerut.

"Saya pun nak minta maaf kat awak. Kita tak sepatutnya berjumpa sebegini rupa tetapi saya terpaksa. Saya tiada pilihan. Saya perlukan bantuan awak. Satu lagi, awak takkan dah lupakan saya. Awak tak ingat lagi suara saya ke? Saya Hannah la." kata wanita itu sambil ketawa kecil.

'Hannah'. Nama yang begitu asing untuk Aidan. Tiada seorang kenalan atau ahli keluarganya yang bernama 'Hannah'. Nama yang begitu cantik. Sesuai sungguh dengan sentuhan lembut tangannya, sesuai sungguh dengan haruman semerbak kehadirannya, sesuai sungguh dengan kemerduan suaranya. Aidan berasa sungguh teruja untuk mengenali 'Hannah' dengan lebih jelas. Aidan ingin melihat wajah gadis yang mengakui dirinya sebagai 'Hannah' itu.

"Akhirnya awak buka mata. Saya ingatkan awak dah lupa nak melihat" cakap Hannah

"Awak Hannah? Saya tak pernah jumpa awak pun sebelum ni?" Aidan menyoal. Dalam kekeliruan, Aidan terpegun kepada dua benda. Satu, terpegun dengan kecantikan gadis yang berada di hadapannya itu. Dua, terpegun dengan keindahan taman bunga yang dia dan Hannah sedang berada. Mereka berdua betul-betul sedang duduk di atas bangku, di tengah-tengah sebuah taman bunga yang cantik.

Hannah cuma mampu ketawa dan mengeleng-gelengkan kepala. Dia berjalan menjauhi Aidan. Aidan berasa hairan. Dia memang tidak mengenali Hannah, namun Hannah bagaikan mengenalinya lama.

"Saya sukakan bunga ros. Saya sukakan musim bunga." Hannah menari-nari sambil menghulurkan bunga ros merah kepada Aidan.

Sambil mengambil bunga, Aidan bertanya.

"Ermm... tadi awak cakap, awak perlukan pertolongan saya. Apa yang boleh saya bantu? Memandangkan saya sudah berada disini." Aidan memeluk badannya sendiri. Udara sekeliling bertambah sejuk. Aidan yang hanya berbaju kemeja langsung tidak dapat bertahan. Hannah pula kelihatan sebaliknya.

Langkah tarian Hannah terhenti. Soalan Aidan tadi benar-benar menyedarkan keasyikan Hannah. Hannah mendekati semula Aidan.

"Haha... tentang tu, kita lupakan dulu. Baik kita bersembang, mengenang kisah-kisah silam." Hannah duduk kembali di sebelah Aidan.

"Dah lama dah tak jumpa awak, awak buat apa sekarang? Saya tengok tadi awak semakin sibuk. Banyak tugasan ke?" Hannah menepuk kecil belakang Aidan. Aidan sedikit keliru dengan pernyataan Hannah.

"Dah lama dah tak jumpa? Apa maksud awak? Kita pernah berjumpa ke sebelum ni?" Aidan menyoal bertubi-tubi. Bunga ros merah diletakkan di atas riba. Dalam kebingungan, dia menegakkan posisi badan, menandakan yang dia benar-benar serius mengenai hal ini.

Hannah senyum sahaja. Senyuman menawan yang mampu mencairkan hati mana-mana jejaka yang melihatnya. Dia mengambil bunga ros dari Aidan dan terus berkata,

"Awak sibuk sangat dengan urusan awak, dengan kerja awak. Terlalu sibuk sampai lupa siapa saya sebenarnya. Tapi, saya sentiasa ingat awak." Hannah bangun semula dan berjalan ke belakang bangku tempat duduk Aidan. Bunga ros dimainkan pada sandar bangku tersebut.

Dahi Aidan berkerut menandakan dia memang tidak ingat apa-apa. Dia telah cuba ingat sedaya upaya namun tidak berjaya. Ini adalah pertama kali, dia berjumpa dengan perempuan ini. Perempuan misteri yang memperkenalkan diri sebagai Hannah.

Hannah menghulurkan bunga ros itu semula kepada Aidan lalu berkata,

"Hmm... awak langsung tak ingatkan saya. Takpe, asalkan saya ingatkan awak. Asalkan saya percayai kepada awak. Awak tak perlu berkerut dahi lagi memikirkan hal ini."

Aidan menoleh ke belakang kehairanan. Hannah tersenyum melihat tindakan Aidan. Hannah berkata lagi,

"Tak perlu susah-susah awak fikirkan saya. Awak cuma perlu tutup mata,....."

Aidan menutup mata. Bunga ros merah diletakkan atas bangku disebelahnya.

"Tutup mata. Supaya awak boleh... Sandar dan ingat" Suara Hannah yang merdu beransur hilang. Aidan menyandarkan badannya dan terus mindanya terus hilang. Hilang dibuai mimpi.

*********

Telefon Aidan berbunyi nyaring membuatkan Aidan terkejut dari tidur. Aidan mengangkat 'handphone' itu.

"Assalamualaikum"

"Waalaikumusalam, Umi." Aidan menjawab sopan.

"Ada apa-apa yang berlaku ke, Ashraf? Kenapa tak balik lagi. Umi risau. Sekarang dah pukul 2 pagi. Ashraf kat mana sekarang?" suara Puan Norlia, ibu Aidan berbaur kerisauan. Bagi Puan Norlia, panggilan Ashraf lebih biasa baginya. Ashraf Aidan bin Ariffin Ardan Abdullah, itulah nama sebenar anak remaja kacukan Melayu-Irish ini.

"Ashraf kat pejabat lagi ni. Baru nak balik. Umi tak payah tunggu Ashraf balik ye. Umi tidurlah dahulu. Kejap lagi Ashraf balik." pujuk Aidan. Dia masih lagi mamai sambil mengosok mata dan menguap.

"Ashraf jangan balik lewat sangat ye. Awal pagi nanti nak pergi kerja lagi. Nanti tak cukup tidur. Umi tidur dulu. Kalau Ashraf lapar, Umi ada simpan sotong cili dalam 'fridge'" Puan Norlia mengingatkan Aidan.

Aidan meletakkan kembali 'handphone'nya ke meja. Dalam mindanya hanya ada sotong cili, katil dan Hannah. Sambil mengemas meja, dia berfikir panjang tentang apa yang berlaku malam itu.

"Rupa-rupanya, aku bermimpi. Aku cuma bermimpi dari tadi." senyum Aidan seorang diri.

"Sandar dan ingat. Nak ingat apa?" Aidan senyum sambil mengingat kata-kata terakhir Hannah.

"Hannah hanyalah mainan tidur. Hannah hanyalah mimpi dan..." Aidan yang sedang bercakap seorang diri tiba-tiba diam. Perlahan-lahan, dia mengambil sesuatu di sebelah bawah kerusinya. Hatinya gembira tadi kembali bingung.

Perlahan-lahan dia mengangkat bunga ros merah yang Hannah berikan kepadanya di dalam mimpi itu tadi. Aidan terdiam. Bulu romanya meremang memikirkan hal bunga ini. Macam mana bunga ros merah ini boleh muncul di sini? Aidan tidak berfikir panjang. Dia terus membuang bunga tersebut dan terus balik. Adalah lebih baik dia meninggalkan tempat tersebut sebelum dia hilang semula ke dalam bilik bercahaya putih itu.

"Saya sukakan bunga ros. Saya ingat kepada awak. Saya percaya kepada awak" kata-kata Hannah terngiang-ngiang di dalam minda Aidan. Siapa sebenarnya perempuan itu? Aidan langsung tak ingat.

"Saya Hannah la. Awak cuma perlu tutup mata, sandar dan ingat"

UPDATE: One of my favourite team is out...!!!!

OH NO...!!!! just watch Amazing Race 15 with Yho... one of my favourite team is out...!!! Its Zev & Justin (Friends)...!!! I started to like them since the 2nd leg when Zev able to give command to the ducks in Vietnam... Both of them are good and kind to everyone. Zev has Asperger's syndrome and Justin is the one of millions that can bonded and assimilate well with Zev..

They actually won the 4th leg in Phnom Penh, Cambodia but something happen at the last minute and then they were out... At the beginning of the race, they started as one of the last group but later able to catch up as all of them fly to Cambodia in the same flight... Later in Cambodia, they started well and both of them ran a near flawless leg finishing.. having some difficulties during the detour (finding the scarf lady), roadblock (monkey going bananas) and able to surpass the gay brothers (Sam & Dan) towards the finishing line, both of them were joyful, jumping around and high 5 everyone when Phill announce that they were the 1st group to arrive...

Later they realize that Zev's passport was missing and they went out to search for it but coming back with no success... They were eliminated after that... huhuhu... They soon found out that someone found Zev's passport near the temple for the roadblock challenge and handed the passport to the America embassy... they were disappointed... I really like the relationship between both of them... Justin is really a understanding person, you guys should watch this leg and see how understanding Justin is...

I feel sad for them but like Yho said to me, "There's nothing you can do"... haha... I've learn my lesson, "don't misplaced your passport if your in the most amazing race in the world"...

To read the full recap of the 4th leg: Cambodia, click here...

To read the biodata of Zev & Justin, click here...

LATERS...

M.I.M.P.I < Chapter 01 - Sebuah Prologue >

"Hah.." keluh Aidan sambil menutup matanya untuk seketika. Matanya sudah penat untuk melihat namun dia kena bertahan, bertahan selama yang boleh sehingga semuanya selesai.

Malam ini adalah seperti malam-malam yang biasa untuk Aidan. Sebuah lagi malam yang penuh dengan tugasan. Tugasan yang sentiasa berlambak diatas ruang meja pejabat Aidan. Bagi Aidan, malam bukan masa untuknya beristirehat namun malam adalah masa untuk menyiapkan 'presentation', mengejar 'deadline' dan menghabiskan tugasan yang diamanahkan kepada nya.

Aidan kelihatan sungguh runsing dan lelah. Kebingungan memikirkan idea serta kepenatan mengerahkan tenaga.

"Mengantuk sangat la malam ni" Aidan berdiri dan terus berjalan ke pantri. "Lebih baik aku bancuh kopi dulu sebelum aku tertidur" Aidan bermonolog di dalam hati. Pantri terletak jauh di hujung korridor dari tempat duduk Aidan.

Sambil berjalan, Aidan sempat meregang-regangkan tangannya. Otot-otot di badan Aidan sudah hampir tidak berdaya lagi, namun bagi Aidan penat lelah adalah tidak penting jika dibandingkan dengan kerjayanya. Aidan berpendapat bahawa tiada yang lebih baik daripada kejayaan dan untuk mengecapi impiannya menjadi seorang arkitek yang berjaya, dia perlu berusaha lebih. Berusaha lebih sehingga mengorbankan rehat dan mengorbankan tidur.

"Aduh, Mak Mah lupa nak beli kopi la pulak. Kan hari tu dah diingatkan. Hish, nyanyuk betul la orang tua tu." Aidan duduk diatas kaunter pantri. Matanya meliar mencari sesuatu untuk mengisi perutnya yang lapar. Sejak petang tadi, dia belum lagi makan dan perutnya dah berkeroncong alunan muzik yang mengasyikkan.

"Sekarang dah 11.30. Bagus siapkan je kerja aku tu. Boleh lah malam ni aku balik awal sikit." Aidan tidak membuang masa lagi. Dia terus balik ke meja untuk menyiapkan kerjanya yang tertangguh. Masa adalah emas, Masa adalah berharga.

* * * * * * * * *

"Aidan... bangun Aidan... Aidan..."

"Bangun Aidan... Bangun..."

Aidan terjaga dari tidur. Dia bingkas bangun mencari seseorang. Seorang gadis yang telah membangunkannya dari lena. Namun tiada siapa yang kelihatan, tiada seorang pun manusia yang ada berdekatan.

"Aidan... Sini Aidan... Sini...." Aidan terus menoleh ke belakang. Suara perempuan tersebut rupa-rupanya datang dari arah pantri. Aidan kehairanan, hatinya berdebar kencang, fikirannya sudah melayang. Yang bermain di minda Aidan sekarang adalah siapakah gerangan gadis yang memanggilnya tadi. Jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 12.50 dan setahu Aidan, tiada lagi orang yang berada di pejabat ketika itu selain dirinya sendiri.

Aidan memberanikan diri.

"Siapa disana? Boleh beritahu nama awak tak?" Aidan masih lagi tidak berganjak dari tempat duduknya. Kalau diikutkan hati, dah lama dia lari dari situ. Namun, dia tidak boleh meninggalkan pejabat begitu sahaja. Nanti kalau ada apa-apa yang berlaku, dia akan dipersalahkan.

"Janganlah takut Aidan... Tolong datang sini... Saya perlu bantuan awak... Saya perlukan awak..." sambung suara misteri itu lagi.

Aidan tidak tahu apa yang perlu dilakukan. Akalnya menghalang dia untuk pergi, khuatir ini adalah mainan syaitan atau sesuatu yang buruk bakal menimpanya. Tetapi hatinya keras ingin membantu, jikalau benar wanita misteri itu memerlukan bantuannya.

Selangkah demi selangkah Aidan mendekati pantri, semakin kencang jantungnya berdegup. Adakah keberaniannya ini bakal membawa padah kepada diri Aidan? Siapakah wanita misteri itu? Itulah persoalan yang bermain di kepala Aidan ketika itu.

"Masuklah, jangan segan... Jangan malu, saya tahu awak dah kat depan pintu..." pernyataan suara misteri itu telah menghenti langkah kecil Aidan. Dia terkejut.

"Macam mana awak tahu saya kat depan pintu? Siapa awak sebenarnya?" Aidan masih enggan masuk ke dalam. Dia perlukan kepastian, dia perlu tahu siapakah wanita yang berada di dalam pantri itu.

"Masa adalah emas dan saya kesuntukan masa, tolong saya... Saya perlukan bantuan awak, kalau tidak saya akan mati... Awak adalah satu-satunya harapan saya, Aidan..." Suara misteri itu terhenti diikuti dengan bunyi kaca pecah.

Aidan tidak membuang masa lagi. Naluri kemanusiaan dalam menyelamatkan nyawa dan menyalurkan bantuan bertindak serta merta. Dia masuk ke pantri tanpa rasa ragu-ragu. Ketakutan yang menyelubungi dirinya sebentar tadi hilang seperti hilangnya suara misteri itu. Suara itu meminta tolong dan hanya Aidan yang berada di situ. Aidan tiada pilihan, dia perlu masuk ke dalam. Pilihan yang dibuat bakal memberi kesan mendalam terhadap diri Aidan.

Sebaik sahaja Aidan melangkah masuk ke dalam pantri, Aidan dibutakan oleh sinaran cahaya putih. Bilik itu bercahaya bagai bintang pada malam yang kelam. Aidan terkejut dan terpegun. Kilauan cahaya tersebut menyebabkan Aidan terpaksa melindungi matanya mengunakan tapak tangan. Aidan terpinga-pinga mencari sumber cahaya.

"Masih belum terlambat untuk aku berpatah balik" fikir Aidan, lantas menoleh ke belakang.

Namun Aidan telah terlambat, bilik pantri itu telah diterangi cahaya sepenuhnya. Cahaya putih tersebut bagaikan telah menutupi pandangan Aidan daripada pantri tersebut. Segalanya telah hilang, dan Aidan kebingungan. Kini, dia juga akan hilang di dalam cahaya terang. Cahaya putih tersebut semakin terang, Aidan sudah tidak terdaya untuk melihat. Dia sudah tidak berdaya untuk bertahan. Akhirnya, Aidan akur.

"Selamat tinggal........" Aidan menutup mata, tangannya didepakan bagai menerima padah yang menimpa.

"Selamat tinggal........"

Tiba-tiba,

Thirty-One Days Encounting... Day Eleven...

Day Eleven

WOW...!!! It's already day 11..!!! days come by very fast and I hope it will be more faster until the D-Day... LOL... lots have happen for the past 11 days... but the most important thing is that I've have recover from my emotional downfall... thanks a lot to my family, friends and God... I will not come this far without the supports and confidence that all of you have given me... THANKS A LOT...!!!!

about 3 more weeks, Aman and I will be out of here... going back to our beloved hometown... LOVE Kuching a lot, MISS Kuching a lot, WANT Kuching a lot... haha... Kuching is just like a lover to me, a scandal to me... there's a proverb saying that mention:

" Makan KUCHING, Mandi KUCHING and Tidur KUCHING "

oklah for now... enough with the sentimental and emotional ramblings... just focus on my life... an update about what's happen so far:

1. lots of assignment have been minimised into little portions... YAY...!!!
2. submissions of proposed master project needs to be cleared up...
3. yesterday was AKUATROP open house, eat a lot of good food...
4. playing lots of online game...
5. enjoy watching Heroes, Survivor and TAR..

Thats all... Laters..!!!

SocialInterview.com and Me...

SocialInterview.com (one of the Facebook application) interviewed me this morning and I was gladly to spend my time with them... there's not much to answer because there are only 5 simple questions that they provide... although there are only 5 questions, but some of the questions are very interesting and special to me... hopefully you guys enjoy the interview...

Question 1 of 5: If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?

- I would like to go back to my freshman year in UNIMAS (lots of memories, lots of laughter, lots of tears, hardship, friendship, dramas and many more)... no need to go way, way, way back in my younger years (during primary or secondary school or even younger than that) as growing up is so damn bored... opps...!!! sorry for the foul language...

Question 2 of 5: If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?

- I will visits all of my relatives (my family, my grannies and granddad, my aunts and uncles, my cousins) as they are very important to me... Family is everything that matters in this world... there's a quote says that 'Love is where the home is' and for me the 'home' is related to family... I will also visits my friends (if possible all of them)... if not possible, I might just call and talk with them for hours, or just interact with them thru facebook or any other social platform known to the mankind...

Question 3 of 5: If you had a snail that could talk, what would you name it?

- Tekoyong or just simply Koyong... haha... the name is simple, meaningful and shows my identity as a Sarawakian... LOL

" Koyong, ngambik aik aku lok... iboh ko malas-malas dalam cengkerang ko ya... "

Question 4 of 5: If somebody handed you a magic lamp and gave you three wishes,what would they be?

- my 1st wish:

" Genie, genie in the lamp... give me an infinite amount of money in my bank account so that I can buy 'macam-macam' and 'belanja' everyone... LOL "

- my 2nd wish:

" Since my 1st wish already covers almost all of my other wishes (big mansion, lots of car, luxury yatch, able to shop till I drop and etc.).. so I would like to wish something that money, in every currencies existed couldn't buy... LOVE..!!! so genie, give me true love, a beautiful lover, a good wife... don't forget to add in loyal + funny + passionate + caring + smart + understanding + productive and a lot more of those good attributes... "

- my 3rd wish:

" I will wish for world peace... no more wars, no more hatred... we need to work together and make this world a good place to live and have a family... "

Question 5 of 5: If you could be on any TV show, which one would you pick?

- this is like the easiest question for me... giving me the chance, I would like to be on all of the shows as there are a lot of TV show that I love... to avoid any hassle, I will list down the favourite 3 (although they ask only one)...

1st choice - I would like to be on Survivor, my favourite show since the 1st season in Pulau Tiga, Sabah... I'm meant to be in this because I've watch this and would like to try one...

2nd choice - I would like to enter The Amazing Race... I will race like a champion and enjoy the scenery during the traveling period while winning the race... the only thing that I haven't thought of is who will be my partner in crime for the amazing race around the world... anyone interested..???

3rd choice - definitely become one of the main cast of Heroes... Tim Kring, you should choose me lor... coz I got a lot of ideas for Heroes... and I would love to be either both the good guys or the villains... my power of choice, manipulation of light and dark... huahuahua...

thats all... LATERS...!!!

EXCLUSIVE: what i'm INTO now....!!!

an EXCLUSIVE revelation for all of YOU out there...!!! what i'm REALLY INTO now...!!! I like to share with everyone stuffs or practically EVERYTHING...!!! hobbies, interests, stories and sometime secrets (opps..!!!)... back in UNIMAS, my friend use to refer as a 'SEND TO MANY' kinda person... sorry la guys, coz this is my nature..

ok, back to our topic here... after this I will reveal my latest 'HOTS' and some explanation will accompany them so that you guys will not lost in translation... LOL...!!!! happy reading and enjoy...

TV SHOWS, DRAMAS & MOVIES

currently I'm watching Heroes Season 4: Redemption, Survivor: Samoa and The Amazing Race 15.. my favourite show since high school (except for Heroes that started during my freshmen year in UNIMAS)... I watching this the same week as the US watching it... this can be done thanks to Yho and his ppstream software... THANK YOU...!!! for movies, because here is so lousy coz there's no cinema, my movie life is being halt until I'm back into civilisation...

until now already 3 leg with 3 teams already eliminated...

The Amazing Race 15 casts:

1st strip: Gary & Matt (1st in Vietnam, 2nd leg), Mika & Canaan

2nd strip: Meghan & Cheyene (Ist in Japan, 1st leg), Maria & Tiffany

3rd strip: Garret & Jessica (eliminated 2nd), Sam & Dan (gay brothers)

4th strip: Brian & Ericka, Eric & Lisa (eliminated 1st)

5th strip: Zev & Justin, Marcy & Ron (eliminated 3rd)

6th strip: Herb & Nate (1st in Vietnam, 3rd leg), Lance & Keri

*my favourites are highlighted above

I voted Survivor 20: Samoa casts as the most beautiful casts ever in the history of Survivor.

The cast of Survivor 20: Samoa

1st line from left: Ashley(FF), Monica(G), Brett(G), Natalie(FF), Jaison(FF), Russel H.(FF)-the most evil person in the history of Survivor, Marisa(FF)-1st eliminated

2nd line from left: Erik(G), Betsy(FF)-2nd eliminated, Mick(FF)-leader of FF, Yasmin(G)-4th eliminated, Dave(G), Laura(G), John(G), Russel S.(G)-leader of G, Kelly(G), Ben(FF)-3rd eliminated, Shannon(G)-known also as Shambo, Liz(FF), Mike(FF)-evicted due to health

as for now, 3 people have been voted out while 1 being evicted due to health and all form FF... Galu recent lose in the immunity have cost them their 1st elimination and the 4th elimination in this game updated until this week.. its still early but my favourites for now base on 1st impressions are highlighted above

*FF - Foa Foa and G - Galu

MUSICS

there are a lot music that I really really INTO now and all of this can be heard in Hitz.FM... thank to my favourite radio channel... below are among the songs and part of the lyrics that are always playing in my head... :D

All-American Rejects - I wanna

" I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you,

You wanna touch me too... "

Shakira - She Wolf

" S.O.S she is in disguise,

S.O.S she is in disguise,

There's a she wolf in disguise,

Coming out, Coming out, Coming out..."

Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

" There's just one thing would make me say (Oh Yeah!!)

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover,

I love you forever, but now its over... "

Pixie Lott - Mama Do

" What would my mama do (uh-oh-uh-oh)

If she knew bout me and you (uh-oh-uh-oh)

Oh, what would my daddy say (uh-oh-uh-oh)

If he saw me hurt this way (uh-oh-uh-oh) "

Starship Cobra - Good Girl Gone Bad

" I make them good girls go bad

I make them good girls go

Good girls go bad bad bad

Good girl go bad bad bad

Good girl go... "

Keri Hilson - Knock You Down

" Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down,

Just get back up when it knocks you down, knocks you down... "

actually there are many more but I'm so tired listing all of them... hah... later I post up more on this topic.. hehe...

GAMES

for now I'm playing Mafia Wars (level 163), Sorority Life (level 20) and eRepublik (level 5)... games really helping me to fill up my time... you guys should try to play any games to lower your stress level... Mafia Wars and Sorority life is available in Facebook while eRepublik can be found here...

OTHERS

others...??? isn't this very obvious... I'm into BLOGGING right at the moment... providing something for you guys to read and me to be occupied... a very nobel action... haha... and of course spending my time online and Facebook... I can't live without Facebook, NOT...!!!!

that's all for now... I'm so pumped up to do this, I've lost tracked of time and its already late... I'm also so tired and out of idea right now... LATERS...!!!!

Bicara Hati 02: ..khusyuk..jauh..ingin..

..khusyuk..

Secupak permintaan untuk sepenuh tumpuan, namun tak senang lagi tak mudah untuk digapai tangan..

Perhatian yang dicurah berhati penuh sopan takut kehilangan, takungan disimpan jangan dicemar teguh pegangan..

Kepada yang Satu disembahkan segala hati dan minda, Kepada yang Esa aku memohon kekhusyukan jiwa raga..

Khusyuk menunaikan perintah untuk khalifah dari Maha Kuasa, mutiara agama bercahaya petunjuk alam semesta..

..jauh..

Sayup-sayup aku mendengar doa keampunan, memohon kesenangan menghadiahkan keinsafan..

Membersih hati menyucikan akhlak peribadi, kemaafan kepada Maha Pengampun yang lahir dari diri sendiri..

Kepada yang Satu dipohon agar tidak menyimpang ke jalan kesesatan, kepada yang Esa aku berdoa dijauhi dari hasutan syaitan..

Jauhi dari bencana dan api neraka jahanam, elakkan diri dari dimakan oleh seksaan abadi yang kejam..

..ingin..

Cinta pada diri cinta pada semua cinta pada tuhan, hati kita sendiri yang tahu rahsia diri dalam simpanan..

apa yang tersirat dan tersimpul harap dapat kejelasan, agar mulut tak terpinga-pinga akal memikirkan kesesalan..

Kepada yang Satu dipinta ketenangan dalam membuat keputusan, kepada yang Esa aku menadah meminta kasih afdal penuh keinginan..

Ingin mendapat cinta yang sememangnya sempurna, agar aku tunduk mendambakan cahayaMu senantiasa..

anugerah ..khusyuk.. sukar bagi aku capai,

namun tidak ..jauh.. untuk diri aku gapai,

jika aku ..ingin.. tahap yang boleh aku sampai

An Interview: New addition... :D

This is an interview between the people (ppl) and Hafiz (me)

ppl: what is this new addition? can you tell us more?

me: this new addition is a new post that will be publish later after this... this series of new addition posts will be entitled "10 th!ng$ @b()ut..."...

ppl: what is this "10 th!ng$ @b()ut..." really is?

me: this new posts will be a new addition in my blog where I will write 10 things about my friends.... I have a lot of friends and I like to tell and share, to the world who they are...

ppl: so basically you will talk about 10 random things about your friends?

me: not random actual.... I will talked about 10 simple facts about my selected friends and this facts are all about who this person really are....

ppl: what do you meant by that?

me: this 10 things are things that make my friend special and unique for me... things that make me remember who there really are... things that make them themselves... I share a unique bond with my friend... although this bond is totally different than 'family ties' but this bond kept a lot of memories and teaching me the definition of life...

ppl: wow, that is awesome. you really share a very beautiful bond with all of them.

me: yes. this bond, I will like to call it as friendship... friendship is hard to find....

ppl: owh, friendship (duh..!!!). so, when will this post be publish and who is the lucky one to be choose first?

me: I will publish this post anytime soon... just wait...!!! and the lucky friend of mine is a secret for now but the only clue that I can reveal is, this person lately have contacted me... and during that moment, the inspiration of producing this new addition hit me..

ppl: ok, that is it for now. we wish you luck for your upcoming new addition and thank you for spending time, interviewed by us.

me: thank you... it has been my pleasure...

Thirty-One Days Encounting... Day Four...

Day Four

Today, I've stayed at home... nothing much to say coz today was very very very very bored... I only play facebook since morning to afternoon to evening to night.. today was so bored, I dozed off while watching a movie with Aman... I need to do something, I need to be occupied... I'm better doing something rather than doing nothing... tomorrow, I need to continue my routine for the past three days, walking to UMT and doing my work there... and I'm officially declaring that starting from tomorrow, I will do my postponed works and later study for my finals... hopefully, I'm up to my words...

Btw, yesterday was a bit hectic... a bit busy settling stuffs (paying bills, visit the graduate studies office)... I got my new resolution, someday, when I'm ready, I will donate blood... inspired by Aman coz yesterday Aman when to donate blood... I was chickening out coz I hate needles and harming myself... my self-preservation is on top of my list... but later and I mean someday, I will do this.. when I'm ready.. haha, one more thing... yesterday late evening was raining and the temperature was chilling... a good time to sleep... zZzZzZz...

BB KIT