Thnks fr ystrdy

Yesterday was empty... totally kosong... sepatutnya ada presentation (yg i really hate to do coz it was so last minute) but suddenly lecturer sakit and postponed the presentation... dngan kekosongan yang ada, i really feel sad... utk avoid my sadness, i need to think other stuffs but yesterday was so empty, i started to feel very very sad, lonely, homesick and a lot more emotions that flowing in mcm ribut monsoon yg bakal melanda my place at the end of this year....

i can't really contain myself and i started to menangis.. huhu... i know that was very pathetic of me but i was on my weakest state of mind and soul... i think too much and that makes me really really stress... stress of everything that i can't control... STRESS...!!!!! STRESS....!!!!! 3 days of depression, i need to make today, a day for my recovery... god, family and friends, please help me...!!!!

but yesterday i was happy a bit... i called and contacted people and find out that i'm not alone in this world... people will always support me, wherever i am, whenever i am, whoever i am... thanks for yesterday...

Thanks to Kak Rehan and Kak Hani for giving me a reason to move on... they have done this for 5 years, and really it is hard (nait turun bas mini and berkejar dengan komuter) but later it will help us... (facebook status: 8.14am)

Thanks to Kak Flo and Farhan for liking my status in facebook.... its another way to show your support to me... (facebook status: 10.20am)

Thanks to my mom and my dad as well as my brothers and sisters for giving me support in any form that is possible (money, love, energy) i miss all of you... my mom said to me last nite - "jangan bingung..." i will not bingung too much... i'm not the kind of person that really showing love to anyone, but this is exceptional... I LOVE MY FAMILY....

Thanks to my granny, Nek Meng and grandpa, Nek Tambi as well as my aunts, Aunty Som, Usu Gjan and Aunty Norlia for giving support, giving advice and pray for my health and life... i will cherish this always... hearing the voices thru my phone, really helping me in regain my composure and walk till the end...

Thanks to ryna for helping and supporting me... chayok...!!! chayok...!!! (facebook status: 6.40pm)

Thanks to Sumas for chatting with me thru facebook chat last petang... thanks alot for calming me and giving me support...

Thanks to Didie, Sumas, Oly and Syafiq for calling me when i needed the most... making me happy, mengubat rindu and giving me energy for me to move forward.... i will meet u guys later...

Thanks to JC and all of my other frens, Aman and others... with only 40 min left last nite, i have only the oppurtunity to call JC and express my problems to her... i only want someone to chat with... hopefully i did not burden you... CHAKO forever...!!!!