Наконец, я сделал это

Наконец, я сделал это...

i've have reach to Waterfall No.7 today. An 

accomplishment that is very hard for me to do it by myself. Thanks alot 

to all of you that have walk, climb, slide and hike our way through the tormented trail of almost 90 degress slope, slippery rocks, muddy flat soil and watever that may hindered our journey for relaxation.

Наконец, я сделал это...

as we arrive at the waterfall, we were astound by the beauty that is far from my ima

gination. what a truly magnificent place this is. before i saw the w

aterfall, i could here the splashing sound of the waterfall. a sound that brings the ultimate 

reward for us. every steps bring us closer to

the Shangri-La.

Наконец, я сделал это...

a place like no other. Наконец, я сделал это, when will you...???

Niemand

i'm nobody to everybody,
niemand...
like a speckle of dust to the vortex of storm...
like a tiny raindrop to the vast open sea...
like a refraction of light to the mighty supernova explosion...
like a clinging hope to the plunging abyss of despair...
nothing more than just a nobody,
niemand...


i'm nobody to somebody,
niemand...
like the stars within a constellation...
like the tips and roots on a tree...
like the right ear to the left one...
like a success or failure at every end of a road...
nothing more than just nobody,
niemand...


i'm nobody to nobody,
niemand...
like a wooden doll with its witty puppeteer...
like a figured shadow with its beholder..
like the closest enemy and the farthest friend...
like the purpose of life with its own master...
nothing more than just nobody,
niemand...

Faccio Che Cosa

it is all about me.... it is always about me.... nothing in this world is as much important than myself... i'm a hypocritical, abdominal, obnoxiously person that only thinks for his own privilage first than others later....

which may benefit me more, give an advantage to me... than i will do that.... Faccio Che Cosa.... that's my priority enactment that i've already sorted out throughout my 21 years of living in this world.... Faccio Che Cosa...  that's my foundation of my believes that i've been practicing as long as i can remember... Faccio Che Cosa.... that's the output that i've been giving to retrieve some input for myself from any receiver that may concern....

there no harm on what i've done as Faccio Che Cosa.... Faccio Che Cosa so be it...!!!!

Les Misérables

Starting of the third month, i felt very very miserable... i dont know why.... my heart keep worrying on something that is actually exist but my eyes and mind keeps denying the fact that will haunt me throughout this semester...

my life is drifting without any purpose lately.... doing nothing makes me worried.... doing something makes me bored... i'm miserable.... miserable... miserable... Les Miserables... i am a poor wretches that cling to any sympathies that are able for me to grab... i hate this part right here...

please help me to recalibrate my purpose, cleanse my heart and soul... i would like to redeem myself to the higher power that can revive my energy, revive my spirit to overcome the challenges that may hinder my journey to run away from my Les Miserables life...