I'm sick for real...

My heads aching with pain,
My red nose showing that I'm having a flu,
Please someone come and give me hand,
I'm running out of tissue...


Mucus drools out of my nose,
Influenza invades my privacy,
Please come out to show who's the boss,
Fight the virus my beloved antibody...


The temperature of my body rising,
Every joint and muscle feel so weak.
Please god give me a blessing,
To banish the disease as health do I seek...


Now I'm off to see a healer,
So that I can make my appeal,
Please take away my flu and fever,
Because I'm sick for real...

Tell me about URSELF...???

Tell me about urself...???

That was the question being ask by my lecturer yesterday... a simple question that may be hard to answer by everyone... a simple question that will be come a trap in any interview sessions that we may attend....

Mr T : Tell me about urself...???
A : My name is...
Mr T : Wrong...
B : I studied at...
Mr T : Wrong...
C : I use to work at...
Mr T : Wrong...

so what is the right answer..?? in this kind of scenario, actually there are no wrong answers... all are right... the main thing is whether the answers are better or suitable to counter the question that was being ask.. the suitable answer for this question is...

Mr T : I am a keen person that able to work independently and able to applied my wide knowledge of expertise on any task or assignments given. I am also able to communicate with others for better understanding which can improve the productivity and quality.

I actually forgot what Mr T had said but the answer given is almost the same... the answers can be varies as long as the content of the answers are same. besides asking the million-dollar question.. Mr T also gave us a short motivational talk that opens up my disclose mind... really... the thing that Mr T said was true....

Before i enter this class, the zoology student describe Mr T to us as a very very 'garang' person... all of them are terrified with this lecturer... they also told us that this lecturer like to ask question and he will choose any person he likes... tall and less hair, Mr T should be a nightmare for any students that enter his class...

but after 4 classes, Mr T looks ok to me... he doesn't looks too terifying and yet he does joke with us sometime... his class is enjoyable and exciting compare to my core classes.... Mr T able to make the class lively with the participation of the students... i love this class...

so what does Mr T remind us yerterday...??? hmmmm... he told us that he always ask us questions to make sure that we are positively sure on the things that we have done and mention... he doesn't like false fact or unparallel answers...

Mr T : Di atas kad manila lain, yang dicakap lain, yang didalam buku lain...

this is a learning process that we must undergo to achieve greatness later... wrong or mistake is not a bad thing... it is always a good thing...

Mr T : A student that doesn't break a beaker in the entire of his student life is not a student...

mistakes teach us to improve from bad to a better one and we need to learn from the mistakes... mistakes are also a part of our learning process... don't be afraid to share ur answers...

Mr T : If you feel afraid on doing something wrong now, how about in the future...???

we cannot feel afraid all the time as feeling afraid hindered us on doing something extraordinary... but when doing something, we need to feel the thing that we do.... we need to understand the thing that we do... we need to know the thing that we do...

Mr T : Don't do anything for the sake of doing...

lots of thing to ponder... hmmm.... need to thing a lot on what i've done before... hmmm....

I'm having a fever...

My favourite reality shows, Survivor and The Amazing Race are back and this makes my temperature rises... i'm having a fever... aired last week, these reality shows are the latest installment for both series... i'm a big fan of these shows... i love watching them and hope that one day i can enter one of the reality shows...

First is the Survivor. This time, the show will be play in the Tocantins, the Brazilian Highlands.. kinda suck as i cant watch Survivor in Malaysia TVs... my sole source is only youtube... thanks alot... the thing that get from the first episode is 'first impression go a long way'.... quite true... we need to state our self true the impression of others... 'dont judge a book by its cover' but people always does the opposite... then all the books and magazines have good cover to sell their products... enough said... i hoping that this season will be interesting and a lot of excitement.... the latest update is Timbira won the first challenge and Jalapao voted Caroline out instead of Sandy.. for now my favourite castaways are...

Sierra (Timbira tribe) - actually being outcast from the beginning because she looks weak... this is because she is having a fever... arrive to the camp using helicopter... she choose to built the camp to win the heart of her tribe members... she's a model from California...

Sandy (Jalapao tribe) - also being outcast in the beginning... as she arrive to her camp by helicopter, she choose to find the hidden immunity idol... but she doesnt know what is 'pace' mean... kinda crazy and wicked... a bus driver from Kentucky...

JT (Jalapao tribe) - a humble guy that says that he's a provider in this game... looks ordinary and casual... so I choose this guy... doesn't look cocky to me.... a cattle rancher from Alabama...

The second is The Amazing Race 14.... hopefully AXN will aired this season like the past seasons... love the new intro video and the montage... different racers from different walks of life, personality, career... hopefully thrilling and exciting like last season... latest update, from California, they flew to Locarno, Switzerland... my favourite racers so far are...

Tammy and Victor - from California, both of them look Asian and that's why i'm rooting them to win... finish second for the first leg...

Cara and Jaime - both from Miami, ex NFL cheerleaders... look stunning and bold... i have a soft spot for beautiful gals that looks tough in this race... finish 7th in the first leg...

Amanda and Kris - Both from San Diego, i think both look stunning together... a power couple in this race i think... hopefully no bickering with each other... finish 5th in the first leg...

pictures taken from CBS website...

Books and ME.... Books with ME...

Last two post that I publish, revolves around food... cannot deny it anymore that I love to eat and enjoy eating a lot... eating is one of my favourite hobby (can consider ka???)... but actually I have lots of hobby and one of them is reading... hmm... since I'm in SRK, reading has been my pastime activity... as years come by, as I become older, so does my reading habit... reading is not limited with reading books... but reading reviews, blogs, internet articles can also be considered as reading...

So do I read often...??? hmmm... reading involves words... and books with lots of words make me sleepy and dizzy... yeah... I've enjoy reading books but not to an extend that I really really enjoy reading one.... like I stated before, reading is one of my PASTIME.... I will read when I'm free... so what does books have to do with this post....???? a lot actually...

That was just an introduction... huhuhu... (macam cerita hindustan) these past 3 days, I've spent lot of my times reading books... trying to finish my literature review as soon as possible... so I've borrowed some books from CAIS last week... but these books are not ordinary books... these books have some magical power that can make me feel sleepy... bored la reading these kind of books...

"Infectious Diarrheal Diseases"... hmmm... bla... bla... bla... lots of word.... try to keep up with the flow of words in my head.... reading this book making diarrhea out of me... hold it for awhile... dont let IT out just yet...

open my eyes wide... fell sleepy already... face look like a smart person... macam "suci dalam debu"... where's the toothpick... i want to hold my eyelids...

finally... I was lost in translation... zZzZzZzZzZz...... good bye book... hello slumberland... someone please wake me up... need to finish my literature review... already delay... zZzZzZzZz....

because of this magical power of reading, I've delay my work... should submit my work last Friday but I've just email my supervisor yesterday... (alasan semata-mata, actually playing dota and blogging have use my time a lot)

one more thing... last December I'd bought a book for me to read... mmmm... so I've read this book from that time until now, just now... I've just finish reading the book... yes... an accomplishment.... hahaha... took me long to finish this book... only 574 pages but I really dont have time to read it before this... many thing to do...

the title of the book is "Bagaikan Puteri" by Ramlee Awang Murshid... this book is not a love book la... a thriller genre book... lots of suspense and exciting parts....

the cover page...

the behind cover... bought it at Popular... RM19.90 only...

among the memorable quote from the book are

• "Apabila hujan turun, melimpahlah air dari perbukitan, aliran menujah ke batu, melekuk tanda waktu beralih, seiring nyawa menghanyut usia, sejalan nafas melangkah ke hujung. Awan kalau dapat dicapai... maka saktilah hamba. Kamu bagaikan puteri, Haryani"
• "Sebagai manusia... aku sayang padamu..."
• "Haryani...bernafaslah atas nama TUHANmu yang Maha Agung. Pulanglah... kami menanti kepulanganmu ke pangkuan kami semua. bernafaslah atas nama ALLAH yang Maha pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang"
  

I've enjoy reading this book.... hahaha.... I've already imagine this story becoming a motion picture film... wah... cant wait to read the sequel of this book entitle...

"Cinta Sang Ratu"

look... I bought this last year, a week after I bought the first book... this book still tightly wrap... hopefully can finish this book faster than the first one...

I just want a CHEESEBURGER....

When my stomach rumbles louder....

When my head feels lighter....
I need to satisfies my lust for hunger...
I just want a CHEESEBURGER...

When I hope to be closer...
My grasp feels just a little bit farther...
I hope we can always be together...
I just want a CHEESEBURGER...

When we are facing each other...
Just like going to kiss a lover...
Moment like this should be last longer...
I just want a CHEESEBURGER...

When both of us gather...
Love embrace me, keeping me warmer...
Making me wanting you forever...
I just want a CHEESEBURGER...

When we thought that we're happily ever after...
I will lost you sooner or later...
And this will make me crazier...
I just want a CHEESEBURGER...

BOSS... Kueh Tiaw Basah satu...!!!

Have you tried before Kueh Tiaw basah before...??? of course you guys have... but have you tried to cook one before... hmmm.... so take out your pen and paper and try to copy this recipe dedicated especially for those who loves to cook...


me : so boss... whats the ingredients... can't wait to start....
boss : ok... the ingredients that you need are...

(1) kueh tiaw - 1.60 per packet... can be bought at any groceries stores even in Boulevard and tHe Spring...

(2) cicap - me : what cicak...???
boss : no.. cicap...
me : owh... kicap...
boss : betul... betul... betul...

(3) oyster sauce - mmmm.... hopefully no vibrio detected in it...

(4) eggs - yum...!! yum...!! chicken eggs k...

(5) chillies, onions - to make the taste slightly pungent and spicy... mmmm...!!

(6) oil - for frying... not to much to avoid excess fat... (huhuhu... terasa aku....!!!)

(7) lastly a pro cook - boss : like me ma...
me : ya.. ya.. like you... come far from Sibu.. of course its you... boss..

boss : ok... oredy copy...????
me : wait... wait...
boss : haiya... so slow la you... customer starving oredy...
me : ok... ok...

1. fry the kueh tiaw with cicap and oyster sauce first... fry it until the mee is soft oredy...
put aside the mee after finish...

2. then fry the chillies and onions... until wangi... then you can add something like hot dog... not dog ok... hot dog...

3. add in boiling water... to make the soup or the 'basah' element in this kueh tiaw...

4. wait until the soup boil... this may be long if we consider the size of our cooker against the volume of water...

5. so while waiting... you can do something else... like moping... just don't play dota or blogging la...

6. add in the cicap and the oyster sauce for the taste... yum... smells good oredy wat...

7. put in some chilies to make the soup more spicy...

8. lastly... when the soup is boiling... put in the eggs... wah... stir awhile and wala... finish oredy...

9. wah... yum... yum... lets dig in...

10. this is how we eat this... tasty...!!!

boss : how's the kueh tiaw..???
me : sedap... more sedap than mee sedap...
boss : hahahaha... (dengan bangga) look who's cooking... see the leg la...
me : ya... ya... you're the boss... later cook again k...
boss : no prob... later i open a stall in bunga raya... don't forget to come..
me : (panjang la pulak cerita dia ni) ok la boss... i go interview ur customer... bye... see you later..
boss : see you when you see me...

me : ok... macam mana...??? sedap ka..???
hanifu : hohoho... kesedapannya hingga menjilat ibu kaki...
me: wah... over la pulak... you..??
abang deng : me... eating this is like falling in love again... huhuhu...
me : wah... jiwang... ok.... thats all for now.... meet me next time with another recipe to share with you... like people says "majulah memasak untuk mengisi perut" tq...

For someone LONELY like ME...!!!!

this is a poem (not quiet, not good enough) that i have done 3 years ago when i was in matrix labuan... that was quiet a sad memory for me... a memory that change my life onwards only now... huhuhuhu.... i've also have added some phrases and changes to make this poem better...

Looking on this day...

I feel something in my heart...

twisting and twirling, tumbling and turning...

making me regret in something...

I did not even know...

Looking at the people on this day...

I feel something different in me...

rampaging and ravaging, razing and raiding...

what do their have that i did not have...

I will not even know...

Looking for someone on this day...

I feel something special about her...

the sweetness and cuteness, the happiness and warmness...

telling her something that I afraid to tell...

She will never know...

what special do people see on this day...

I will never see...

As my heart feel empty for the common day...

a day just like tomorow or yesterday...

not a special day to love...

not a special day to be love...

For me...

I want people to look...

the truth and facts, the meaning and definition...

everyday is as special as this common day....

everyday is Valentine...

I want everyone to know....

i'm alone everyday but this does not turn me into a loveless person, with no emotions... i have feeling too you know... i'm not celebrating any special Valentine today... Valentine is not the time were love fill the air, suffocating us singles... Valentine is just a day... a common day.... let us love or be love everyday, and not just today... spread the love.....!!!!

To be or not to be a GIANT PANDA...

Giant Panda (Ailuropoda melanoleuca) are amongst the cutest living mammal in this world... common in China, these mammals consume 99% of its diet on bamboo... as the Giant Panda has been listed as endangered in the IUCN's Red List, many zoos and captive centre has taken some extend measures in rearing this graceful animal in captive...

Enough with the introduction, actually i was going to share some facts on Giant Panda.. but i was carried away with this topic... as i was doing some research on Pandas for my animal captive course, i stumbled along some info that may make us wonder and ponder on this animal...

Be like the GIANT PANDA...

• who will nurture its cub full with love and care... a mother Panda will take care of the cub, providing shelter, food and guidence so that the cub will survive until adult...
• who looks beautiful at the outside as well as the inside... a colouration of white and black patches, the Panda looks stunning and elegant topped by its nature of gracefulness and delicate...
• who is well known and famous... Pandas are very popular animal, in zoos or in the wild... people just adore them, loving them... these animal knows how to attract millions and millions of fan all around the world, ranging from a child to an elder...

Don't be like the GIANT PANDA...

• who will abandon the other half of its cub, if it bore a twin... a Panda will only taking care of a cub at a time... its very unfortunate for the other twin that has not be chosen by thier very own mother... it will starve to death or becoming foods for predators... left alone in the wilderness waiting for its death...
• who is not loyal... Pandas are polygamous and will mate with any panda they meet in contact... there is no male dominancy in Pandas, and the female Pandas have their privilage in deciding with who she will mate... at certain period of its estrous cycle, the female Panda can mate up to 4 or 5 different male Pandas...
• who is very very very very very lazy... the thing that they only do is eating and sleeping... Pandas are bored... they are lazy to move, to climb, to play... they will eat and eat and continues to eat until full before going back to sleep...

ok... thats all i have to say... tata...

Green...!!! Green...!!! Green...!!!

GREEN......

GREEN is my first favourite colour before i jump to black... for me, GREEN is everything... everything in between the good, the fun, the happy and the best...

GREEN is the colour of nature that fills the world with such a vibrant and pleasant scenery... the leaves is GREEN, the apple is GREEN... what a wonderful colour GREEN is...

GREEN makes us alert as GREEN signals our mind to be fresh and awake... wake up..!! wake up..!! wake up sleepyhead and set your eyes and mind towards the wonderful world fill with GREENERY plants...

GREEN completes me everyday... without looking at GREEN... makes my life missing something crucial... something important... which make my life moving on always... a GREEN a day make our life worth it...

lets make this year a GREEN year... GREENIER that the GREENEST thing in this GREEN world... yeah....!!!

Hidden in the bright light...

the sounds of the siren echos in the night of tiredness...
people creeping out from their beauty slumber...
from their overload of assignments...
from their enjoyment of entertainment...

where is the love...???
where is the love for the one who suffered the most...
where is the love...???
where is the love from the grinning face of the superior...

such waste of time...
for people who needs to pay their debt to their darken soaring eyes...
such waste of energy..
for people who needs to catch up with the express of relaxation...
such waste of water...
for people who waste their saliva talking and talking when others would not listen...

when the people walk towards the siren...
like a zombie searching for its rations...
like a child follows Rumpelstikin's flute symphonies...
like a fly towards the light craving the ecstasy of death...

i seek my refuge in a small confinement...
a small confinement against the abolishment of the believers...
well hidden..
hidden in the bright light...
when everything outside is dark....

p/s - inspired and written during Bunga Raya's fire drill tonite... nothing to do... hahahaha...

HEROES is BACK...!!! Yattttttaaaaa....!!!

Finally... after waiting for almost 2 months, Heroes is back with its 4th volume, Fugitive and the title for the first chapter is...

All of the Heroes from the previous volume (that survive) is back to their original life 2 months after the dual showdown between Primatech and Pineherst... in this first chapter, you will able to see Peter with his new limited ability (fly), an evil Nathan, Tracy (ice queen), Suresh, Claire with her grandmother, Angela and also Matt with Daphne... almost forget on Hiro and Ando (as you can see in the above screencap)... there are also some new characters, The Hunter (he looks scary)... new development happen to each of the characters and this may astound you...

Looks like Ando become popular with all the girls around him... but what's with the frowning face... curious...????

One more thing...
Sylar is alive (major spoiler)... hahaha....

Sylar, you look so damn awesome... you're alive.... huahuahua.. (my fav character)

you're to popular to die la....

look carefully...

samson gray... gabrielle gray... ring the bell...

matt... what are you doing...????
hmmmmm.............

someone is being surrounded here.. with the yellow cab, who is this person actually...???

ouch...!!!!

who are this guys...??? wearing mask and orange jumpsuit... looks like prisoners of war to me...???

A: can I touch you..???
B: why..??? I dont like to be touch...
A: I need to touch you to...........

Hahaha... that's all... you guys need to watch it urself... than we can discuss a bit on this chapter... hopefully you like this chapter as i like it... next chapter: Trust and Blood... can't wait to watch it...