I'm not that kind of a person...

I’m not that kind of a person that would go to a club and really, really enjoyed myself dancing like there is no tomorrow… that’s not my thing… sorry to disappoint you guys out ther… it’s not my definition of fun going ther and think that as my happy hour… maybe I will only chill out and enjoy the good musics with my best buddies… that’s about it… dancing in front of everyone, inhaling smokes from the cigarettes and  listens to loud music that makes my eardrum explode will not become my pastimes activities now and later… maybe in the future but I don’t bet on it…

I’m not that kind of a person that have any budget planning and that makes me always broke… buying new clothes, new stuffs… I would think twice or thrice if I should buy or just save the money… but I always use the money to buy food and going out with friends… saving money is one of my prob… save the money, spend the money… this is really serious… what to do..????

I’m not that kind of a person that like to exercise and doing physical stuffs… that is why I’m becoming huge every time people saw me… I’m fat, I’m big, I’m buncit, I’m buntuk… haih… so life concerning… the only physical stuff that I always do is with my hand… its not masturbating la… what I mean is playing dota la… hehehe…

I’m not that kind of a person who likes to do assignments and study… no wonder ur results doesn’t improve a lot…. Last minute study or doing assignment is already fused my habit, fused with my blood running through my arteries and veins… assignments are just so tiring to do and exams are so mentally challenging… when will all of this suffering stops hunting me… and also others who feel the same…

I’m not that kind of a person that like to entangle myself with problems that may affect my inner emotions… problems are just like parasites that like to suck out our happy, good mood into a devastated, insecure feelings… my emotions are fragile and I need to handle it with care… problems, please go away and don’t come again another day…

I’m not that kind of a person that like to express my feelings to the one that I admired… feels very awkward confessing our vulnerable heart to a complete stranger or someone close… I don’t have the gut to do so… love is my personal thing and very private to only me… hehehe… so hard to show my true feeling to that mysterious person… hahahaha…