Bukan Superstar by Project Pop

I've heard this song last week in Aman's car played by Hot FM... i really love this song... kinda fun and cheeky... this song is about if you want to be love, u doesn't need to become somebody else... just be urself... ok.... i've also post the lyric so enjoy this hilarious song... hahaha...

p/s - later i will post the vid clip...

Andai aku Pasha Ungu
Semua wanita kan memburuku
Bila aku Ariel Peterpan
Kau yakin ngefans karena gua keren

Sexy badannya... Mulan Jameela
Cantiknya dia seperti aku
Giring Nidji sahabat aku
Dekat denganku... dialah aku...

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
Kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Haa haa haaa... Haa haa haaa...

Andai ku Letto wis pasti aku wong jowo
Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
Kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kata orang ku mirip Glenn Fredly
Suara merdu, wanita jatuh hati
Namun semua itu hanya mimpi bagimu woohoo~

(claps)

Jadi... semua itu hanya mimpi?
Ya iya laah... masa ya iya dong
Duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

Kamu bukan super, kamu bukan setar
Kalo digabungin kamu bukan superstarr...
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai
Haa haa haaa... Haa haa haaa... Haaaaa...

ekehekehek
Wah? Wah? Kenapa?
mic ketelen..
ehekehek

I'm not that kind of a person...

I’m not that kind of a person that would go to a club and really, really enjoyed myself dancing like there is no tomorrow… that’s not my thing… sorry to disappoint you guys out ther… it’s not my definition of fun going ther and think that as my happy hour… maybe I will only chill out and enjoy the good musics with my best buddies… that’s about it… dancing in front of everyone, inhaling smokes from the cigarettes and  listens to loud music that makes my eardrum explode will not become my pastimes activities now and later… maybe in the future but I don’t bet on it…

I’m not that kind of a person that have any budget planning and that makes me always broke… buying new clothes, new stuffs… I would think twice or thrice if I should buy or just save the money… but I always use the money to buy food and going out with friends… saving money is one of my prob… save the money, spend the money… this is really serious… what to do..????

I’m not that kind of a person that like to exercise and doing physical stuffs… that is why I’m becoming huge every time people saw me… I’m fat, I’m big, I’m buncit, I’m buntuk… haih… so life concerning… the only physical stuff that I always do is with my hand… its not masturbating la… what I mean is playing dota la… hehehe…

I’m not that kind of a person who likes to do assignments and study… no wonder ur results doesn’t improve a lot…. Last minute study or doing assignment is already fused my habit, fused with my blood running through my arteries and veins… assignments are just so tiring to do and exams are so mentally challenging… when will all of this suffering stops hunting me… and also others who feel the same…

I’m not that kind of a person that like to entangle myself with problems that may affect my inner emotions… problems are just like parasites that like to suck out our happy, good mood into a devastated, insecure feelings… my emotions are fragile and I need to handle it with care… problems, please go away and don’t come again another day…

I’m not that kind of a person that like to express my feelings to the one that I admired… feels very awkward confessing our vulnerable heart to a complete stranger or someone close… I don’t have the gut to do so… love is my personal thing and very private to only me… hehehe… so hard to show my true feeling to that mysterious person… hahahaha…

I'm No.4... TAKE NOTE...!!!!!

Maybe you would not understand the purpose of this post… actually you need to read a post in one of my frens blog, Farhan… you can visit ther first to understand the gravity of this post… the post entitled “Hypocrite.. Liar!!”… The link to Farhan’s blog can be found at the left side of this post…

Here I would to say that I’m sorry to have done such horrible thing to u… it’s not my intention whatsoever to do that… maybe this make you feel ‘moha’  but sorry again… hopefully you will forgive me for all my wronging to you… hahaha… macam minta maaf time raya la pulak… hahaha…. I also like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from others that I have done some bad things to you….

We tend to lie to avoid confrontations but lying always lead to a much greater problem… lie start from misunderstanding between to person and always end if one of person try to think, understand the other person better… we need to lie to survive but lying will not solve things… to survive we just need to confess…

The Aftermath of 15 January Tragedy

It’s already been more than a week after the devastated tragedy happen to me and my colleges… That night was so life changing to us as it teaches us everything in every aspects of life… some of us may learn something new and some of us may have carried away with the accident that affect them emotionally… but the accident that happens will not become a hindering problems to us but as a leaping stone to overcome future problems… life must go on…

Here are some of the updates of the people that have been affected by the 15 Jan Tragedy…

1. One of my colleges have develop a fear of parking and reversing car as he fear that bump again with any car bumper... he is now receiving a treatment to overcome this uncommon problem in an unknown rehabilitation center... hopefully he will be okay...
2. After the tragedy, I went to an Animal Captive Management and learned that stress 'captive animal' will shit and pee.... all of us were held 'captives' that night and almost all of us need to pee and 'doing business'... are we really that stress that night..??? i wonder..???
3. After being scolded by the 'pakcik' and being called rude... one of my fren cannot sleep and think a lot about the accident... did he act rude to that pakcik'...??? i heard that my fren went to Nepal to 'bertapa' with the monk at Dalai Lama monastery in the Himalayans this holiday... but i think he just went back to his hometown to celebrate CNY... just rumors...
4. We haven't receive any latest news from the 'pakcik', his bumper and the infamous Kampung Jaie... but i think and predicted that they live happily ever after, raisings his 6 sons and wife, becoming a good primary school teacher and fix his bumper and car air-con... i personally think that the 'pakcik' looks a lot like Prof Ismail (for u out ther who wants to imagine this 'pakcik's' face)... the horror...
5. And this one person almost blogging, remembering about this awful tragedy... stop writing about the accident la... nothing to blog ka...??? haiya.... don't be to obsess about this unfortunate accident… I think that person got something wrong with him… someone please help him…!!!!

p/s – all the above stories and update are true with some additional infos to make this post interesting…. All persons mentioned above are alive and their names are kept as a secret... this is very personal to them…

Memories of a Captivating Weekend....

Last weekend, I went to Bako National Park to attend and fulfill one of the requirement for my complementary course, Animal Captive Management... with a total of 52 student, us Biotech were 13, 4 Aquatic, 1 FSS and the others were Zoologist... here, we learn a lot of thing related to wildlife from lecturers from Zoo Melaka... the learning experiences was priceless... we also have some feud with the Zoologist as we questioned their management on handling this trip... we spend RM105 for this trip and we should not have spend that much...

As long as i learn something useful and have fun with my friends and also able to experiences myself the breathtaking scenery of Bako... money is not an issue... come here by urself and experiences this magnificent and captivating natural beauties... try the adventurous roller coaster ride of the boat trip to Bako from Bako village, be one with the nature and see wildlife as close as they want, rest your eyes, mind and soul by feasting on the wondrous element of nature (beach, cliffs, jungle)...

u need to go and experiences... like i always remind all of us... to VOIR is to SAVOIR...

p/s - if u want to view more pic on captivating Bako, u can view it at Facebook...

The Accidental Adventure of The Broken Car Bumper...

For the entire of my living life, I can categorize last Thursday as the unluckiest, excruciating, unfortunate and horrible day so far for 2009… Aman, Wai Ho, Arjun and of course me stumbled along the most scripted unfortunate events that have change my view on life completely…

Let just start our darkest experiences with this…

As we finished our delighted meal at Warong 2000 after shopping for our captive trip last weekend… all of us have decided to call off the day and wanted to headed back to UNIMAS… as we were just about to leave the parking lot, we ‘kiss’ a proton wira ‘butt’, and the car bumper just fell off with ease…

We act as people with some humanity and dignity and wait for the car owner to come… we decided to tell the truth and confess… as we approach the car owner, the feeling of afraid suddenly jump into our mind… the car owner was an old man in his forties, petite in size and he was just standing helplessly… the only thing that he does was just smiling and smoking while we explaining what happen while fixing the bumper…

The car was beyond fixing… the car was broken at every side and turn… this make us to ponder that this old man always become the victim in any accident he encountered… one of the reason we knocked off the bumper is because the victim was violating our parking space thus making us have some difficulties to reverse out from the lot…

As this was also our fault, we agree to pay that ‘pakcik’ and Aman decided to sent the bumper back to pakcik’s home…. pakcik told us that his house was far but we thought that his house was around the ferry in Kota Samarahan…. So this is the starting of a series of unfortunate event after the accident…

8.11 PM marks our journey to a village named, Kampung Jaie… pakcik was using the long road home and this was our point of no return…. Arjun and I was in the victim’s car while Wai Ho and Aman tailed us behind… as I look outside from the front passenger seat, I was pitch black… I can only nothing but blackness… the road journey was cold in term of weather and between me and pakcik… I was thankful because Arjun was able to start some conversation with pakcik and with this we can extract some useful info or background of pakcik…the only thing the we dont know about this pakcik is his name...

10 things we know about pakcik…

1. He is a teacher in his kampong

2. Age 41

3. First posting in Suai, Miri

4. Being a teacher for 25 years

5. Married and have 6 sons, 15 for the eldest and the latest one is on 31 December 2008

6. Car age 13 years

7. Bumper knocked by a lorry last year

8. A smoker, peer influence

9. The car air conditioner was also broken, cause by mice

10. First salary – RM300+

As we drive past Kampung Tambirat, Aman’s car tire ‘pancit’, an introduction of our misfortune… finish changing the tire, we continue our journey… then it was raining heavily, and our main worries was the flood that may submerge the village road… as the rain stop, we arrive at the village junction… Kampung Jaie was situated deeper from the main road… that kampong was situated in the middle of nowhere…

We arrive at Kampung Jaie around 9.45 PM and our burden disappears as we left pakcik with his bumper and family…. Now our main concern is our fuel… the fuel tank was empty and there was no fuel station to be found along our way to this disclose area… luckily we was able to purchased some fuel from a villager with a fuel price of 2.10 per litre… as we driving out from the village, our last misfortune strikes as all of us forgot the way out… we were LOST in the middle of nowhere… Luckily Aman bought enough fuel for us to venture our way out from this frightful maze…

As we drive back to our beloved UNIMAS… Arjun have some 'bussiness' (u don't want to know) and he can’t hold any longer… (can we consider this as a misfortune…??) we stop at the side of the road and Arjun finished off his business… some car came towards us from both directions and this make Arjun speeds up his ‘project’... again we felt lucky as a JPJ car drives in front of us and we decided to follow the car… the JPJ car leads us to the ferry and with some tears of joy (hahaha…) and excitement, we saw the ferry was still operating although the time was already 10.30 PM…

At last we were out from the darkness to a civilized area, full with light, people and other cars… when you were out in the darkness, we are alone with no one… we were thankful that knowing bad happen to us… and this will become a lesson for all of us to think again and wonder for our future… we will not forget our accidental adventure of the broken car bumper…

My Head is EMPTY...

EMPTY...!!!

without nothing that i've remembered from my past experience, i act just like a loser... a moron for protocols... i've look very stupid, for not knowing about everything i should have learn... hopefully, this will be a reminder for me to improve my knowledge and techniques... better fill in the EMPTYNESS of my hollow skeleton... fill me up...!!! hahaha...!!!!

it really sucks if you doesn't know what to do and what's going on... feels like you were left alone in the darkness, seeking for the penitence of light guiding ur way out... gasping for the true meaning of knowledge which fills the gap between becoming a complete idiot, half stupid, half brilliant or almost genius....

We sat... We sang... We have fun...

It was a freezing night.... the 'kesejukan' was very cold, i was having brainfreeze and frostbite at the same time... Aman was helping Azeera with some computer problems.... beside both of them, there was also Jessie and Kristine (from our CHAKO group) and also Iggy and Kath... they were practicing their songs for the upcoming Christmas dinner.... my holiday spirits gush upon me want i hear the song that they sang... i wish that everyday is holiday...

So then i sat with them and started to asked them to sang some of the popular songs that we can hear from the radios... we try to sang 7 THINGS about HERE IN MY HOME without any DAMAGED but I HATE THIS PART where MISS INDEPENDENT came CLOSER and make me HOT 'N' COLD... JUST DANCE can make the LOVEBUG move ONE STEP AT A TIME and I KISS A GIRL so that we can STAY here, singing FOREVER without LEAVIN' the water tower....

Hahaha... that was fun.... did i miss any??? Jessie??? Kris??? Iggy??? Kath??? i hope u guys perform at your best ever this weekend...

The Royal CRAPNESS Of Blog....

Blog is like a tool for expressing our own thoughts and share it to everyone who care and love to read... so we have our own rights to post anything that we like, we love.... Other people doesn't have their rights to tell us that what we post is just CRAP... it is not just CRAP... Other people would read it and comment it if they like... it is up to the readers to like it or not but not to judge the CRAPNESS of it...

Don't you ever thing that what you've have post a very good material as maybe someone in this world would judge that so call 'GOOD MATERIALS' as CRAP, RUBBISH, NONSENSE, GIBBERISH... to blog is to share everything that is important to you that may be irrelevent to others...

For example this post... people will just think that i'm just an insane blogger who is mad on someone critisize my post as CRAP... this may be underhanded by everyone... i would like to remind that this is not just RUBBISH but a reminder for the people who like to critisize and always too proud on what they have publish... too proud too notice the CRAPNESS of it to others...

So just kept your points on others for self-critisism... the definition of 'blog posting' is up to the blogger itself.... KEEP IN MIND..!!!!

The Sun...!!! Please Shine Today...!!!

Today, as I woke up from my beauty slumber... I've realize that today would be a great day as the weather is bright and shine as well as breezy... Finally, the heavy downpour stop last night and didn't continue its soaking wrath u

pon us today.... Haha...

It was a very wet weeekend and was not fun at all... everyone felt very lazy and sleepy for the entire day... even the laundry didn't dried on time and we need to postponed our weekend cleaning to another suitable and dry day...

So yester evening, there was a flood that hit the residence along the Sarawak river... it was among the worse that i've saw happen in Kuching... The water level was around my knee cap so you can imagine on what i've mean by 'among the worse'... Hopefully this problem would not be happening again and our so call government should fix this prob as soon as possible before another flood hits Kuching again...

Spread The News... ASAP...!!!!

Hey ther...

Do you know...??? Someone just started to tamed himself in the world of blogging... Hmm... I wonder who...??? Hehe... If anything I don't know or blur about this technological contraption... I've begging all of u out ther to help me....

hari rabu pegi bandar...
nangga wayang kakya makan...
aku tok biak baru belajar...
mun ku sik pandey tolong ajarkan...

Toklah my first post so... Hopefully many will come after this and doakan yang kudrat patik dapat duduk lama2 kt depan komputer and meng'update' this still pitiful blog... This is a New Year... A New beginning... A New thing to do...

to VOIR is to SAVOIR
--to see is to know--