I’m not that kind of a person that would go to a club and really, really enjoyed myself dancing like there is no tomorrow… that’s not my thing… sorry to disappoint you guys out ther… it’s not my definition of fun going ther and think that as my happy hour… maybe I will only chill out and enjoy the good musics with my best buddies… that’s about it… dancing in front of everyone, inhaling smokes from the cigarettes and listens to loud music that makes my eardrum explode will not become my pastimes activities now and later… maybe in the future but I don’t bet on it…
I’m not that kind of a person that have any budget planning and that makes me always broke… buying new clothes, new stuffs… I would think twice or thrice if I should buy or just save the money… but I always use the money to buy food and going out with friends… saving money is one of my prob… save the money, spend the money… this is really serious… what to do..????
I’m not that kind of a person that like to exercise and doing physical stuffs… that is why I’m becoming huge every time people saw me… I’m fat, I’m big, I’m buncit, I’m buntuk… haih… so life concerning… the only physical stuff that I always do is with my hand… its not masturbating la… what I mean is playing dota la… hehehe…
I’m not that kind of a person who likes to do assignments and study… no wonder ur results doesn’t improve a lot…. Last minute study or doing assignment is already fused my habit, fused with my blood running through my arteries and veins… assignments are just so tiring to do and exams are so mentally challenging… when will all of this suffering stops hunting me… and also others who feel the same…
I’m not that kind of a person that like to entangle myself with problems that may affect my inner emotions… problems are just like parasites that like to suck out our happy, good mood into a devastated, insecure feelings… my emotions are fragile and I need to handle it with care… problems, please go away and don’t come again another day…
I’m not that kind of a person that like to express my feelings to the one that I admired… feels very awkward confessing our vulnerable heart to a complete stranger or someone close… I don’t have the gut to do so… love is my personal thing and very private to only me… hehehe… so hard to show my true feeling to that mysterious person… hahahaha…
Maybe you would not understand the purpose of this post… actually you need to read a post in one of my frens blog, Farhan… you can visit ther first to understand the gravity of this post… the post entitled “Hypocrite.. Liar!!”… The link to Farhan’s blog can be found at the left side of this post…
Here I would to say that I’m sorry to have done such horrible thing to u… it’s not my intention whatsoever to do that… maybe this make you feel ‘moha’ but sorry again… hopefully you will forgive me for all my wronging to you… hahaha… macam minta maaf time raya la pulak… hahaha…. I also like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from others that I have done some bad things to you….
We tend to lie to avoid confrontations but lying always lead to a much greater problem… lie start from misunderstanding between to person and always end if one of person try to think, understand the other person better… we need to lie to survive but lying will not solve things… to survive we just need to confess…
For the entire of my living life, I can categorize last Thursday as the unluckiest, excruciating, unfortunate and horrible day so far for 2009… Aman, Wai Ho, Arjun and of course me stumbled along the most scripted unfortunate events that have change my view on life completely…
Let just start our darkest experiences with this…
As we finished our delighted meal at Warong 2000 after shopping for our captive trip last weekend… all of us have decided to call off the day and wanted to headed back to UNIMAS… as we were just about to leave the parking lot, we ‘kiss’ a proton wira ‘butt’, and the car bumper just fell off with ease…
We act as people with some humanity and dignity and wait for the car owner to come… we decided to tell the truth and confess… as we approach the car owner, the feeling of afraid suddenly jump into our mind… the car owner was an old man in his forties, petite in size and he was just standing helplessly… the only thing that he does was just smiling and smoking while we explaining what happen while fixing the bumper…
The car was beyond fixing… the car was broken at every side and turn… this make us to ponder that this old man always become the victim in any accident he encountered… one of the reason we knocked off the bumper is because the victim was violating our parking space thus making us have some difficulties to reverse out from the lot…
As this was also our fault, we agree to pay that ‘pakcik’ and Aman decided to sent the bumper back to pakcik’s home…. pakcik told us that his house was far but we thought that his house was around the ferry in Kota Samarahan…. So this is the starting of a series of unfortunate event after the accident…
8.11 PM marks our journey to a village named, Kampung Jaie… pakcik was using the long road home and this was our point of no return…. Arjun and I was in the victim’s car while Wai Ho and Aman tailed us behind… as I look outside from the front passenger seat, I was pitch black… I can only nothing but blackness… the road journey was cold in term of weather and between me and pakcik… I was thankful because Arjun was able to start some conversation with pakcik and with this we can extract some useful info or background of pakcik…
10 things we know about pakcik…
1. He is a teacher in his kampong
2. Age 41
3. First posting in Suai, Miri
4. Being a teacher for 25 years
5. Married and have 6 sons, 15 for the eldest and the latest one is on 31 December 2008
6. Car age 13 years
7. Bumper knocked by a lorry last year
8. A smoker, peer influence
9. The car air conditioner was also broken, cause by mice
10. First salary – RM300+
As we drive past Kampung Tambirat, Aman’s car tire ‘pancit’, an introduction of our misfortune… finish changing the tire, we continue our journey… then it was raining heavily, and our main worries was the flood that may submerge the village road… as the rain stop, we arrive at the village junction… Kampung Jaie was situated deeper from the main road… that kampong was situated in the middle of nowhere…
We arrive at Kampung Jaie around 9.45 PM and our burden disappears as we left pakcik with his bumper and family…. Now our main concern is our fuel… the fuel tank was empty and there was no fuel station to be found along our way to this disclose area… luckily we was able to purchased some fuel from a villager with a fuel price of 2.10 per litre… as we driving out from the village, our last misfortune strikes as all of us forgot the way out… we were LOST in the middle of nowhere… Luckily Aman bought enough fuel for us to venture our way out from this frightful maze…
As we drive back to our beloved UNIMAS… Arjun have some 'bussiness' (u don't want to know) and he can’t hold any longer… (can we consider this as a misfortune…??) we stop at the side of the road and Arjun finished off his business… some car came towards us from both directions and this make Arjun speeds up his ‘project’... again we felt lucky as a JPJ car drives in front of us and we decided to follow the car… the JPJ car leads us to the ferry and with some tears of joy (hahaha…) and excitement, we saw the ferry was still operating although the time was already 10.30 PM…
At last we were out from the darkness to a civilized area, full with light, people and other cars… when you were out in the darkness, we are alone with no one… we were thankful that knowing bad happen to us… and this will become a lesson for all of us to think again and wonder for our future… we will not forget our accidental adventure of the broken car bumper…
