An Interview: New addition... :D

This is an interview between the people (ppl) and Hafiz (me)

ppl: what is this new addition? can you tell us more?

me: this new addition is a new post that will be publish later after this... this series of new addition posts will be entitled "10 th!ng$ @b()ut..."...

ppl: what is this "10 th!ng$ @b()ut..." really is?

me: this new posts will be a new addition in my blog where I will write 10 things about my friends.... I have a lot of friends and I like to tell and share, to the world who they are...

ppl: so basically you will talk about 10 random things about your friends?

me: not random actual.... I will talked about 10 simple facts about my selected friends and this facts are all about who this person really are....

ppl: what do you meant by that?

me: this 10 things are things that make my friend special and unique for me... things that make me remember who there really are... things that make them themselves... I share a unique bond with my friend... although this bond is totally different than 'family ties' but this bond kept a lot of memories and teaching me the definition of life...

ppl: wow, that is awesome. you really share a very beautiful bond with all of them.

me: yes. this bond, I will like to call it as friendship... friendship is hard to find....

ppl: owh, friendship (duh..!!!). so, when will this post be publish and who is the lucky one to be choose first?

me: I will publish this post anytime soon... just wait...!!! and the lucky friend of mine is a secret for now but the only clue that I can reveal is, this person lately have contacted me... and during that moment, the inspiration of producing this new addition hit me..

ppl: ok, that is it for now. we wish you luck for your upcoming new addition and thank you for spending time, interviewed by us.

me: thank you... it has been my pleasure...

Thirty-One Days Encounting... Day Four...

Day Four

Today, I've stayed at home... nothing much to say coz today was very very very very bored... I only play facebook since morning to afternoon to evening to night.. today was so bored, I dozed off while watching a movie with Aman... I need to do something, I need to be occupied... I'm better doing something rather than doing nothing... tomorrow, I need to continue my routine for the past three days, walking to UMT and doing my work there... and I'm officially declaring that starting from tomorrow, I will do my postponed works and later study for my finals... hopefully, I'm up to my words...

Btw, yesterday was a bit hectic... a bit busy settling stuffs (paying bills, visit the graduate studies office)... I got my new resolution, someday, when I'm ready, I will donate blood... inspired by Aman coz yesterday Aman when to donate blood... I was chickening out coz I hate needles and harming myself... my self-preservation is on top of my list... but later and I mean someday, I will do this.. when I'm ready.. haha, one more thing... yesterday late evening was raining and the temperature was chilling... a good time to sleep... zZzZzZz...

BB KIT

It's Your Belated Birthday...!!!

My 60th post in my blog...!!!

Happy Birthday...!!!

When the time is still eleven-thirty,

You can't wait for the coming day,

You just need to stay happy,

cos IT'S YOUR BELATED BIRTHDAY

When your body becomes more hairy,

Other parts there's no need for me to say,

Please don't kept on worry,

cos IT'S YOUR BELATED BIRTHDAY

When you come back empty-handed and hungry,

No presents or cakes, just a bed for you to lay,

There's a reason for you to be angry,

cos IT'S YOUR BELATED BIRTHDAY

When memories are always in your head,

Old moments of us together will always be play,

No need for you to be gloomy and sad,

cos IT'S YOUR BELATED BIRTHDAY

CHAKO forever...!!!

Happy 22nd Birthday Farhan...

or anyone that share their's with this 'serey-peclob-orlak-garu-garu-tak dapat nak handle-and many more' person...

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Thirty-One Days Encounting... Day Two...

Day Two

There's a miscalculation on my encounting day towards D-Day... yes, that's what I will call the day of my arrival in my beloved hometown... D-Day... hmmm... can't for that day to come.... yesterday I mention that it will be 30 days to come but actually it is 31 days... just one extra day won't hurt me...

Today I went exercise with Aman by walking to UMT... actually its not that far and its not like I imagine... trust me coz I 've walk farther than that during my youngling years... and besides that, the day is windy + cloudy, a vey good day to walk...

I always forgot that today is Sunday... here in Trengganu, Sunday is a working day... ever heard of Sunday blues or TGIT (Thank God Its Thursday), in Trengganu this is the THING for the people here... I admit that with this new systems of weekends and weekdays, things really jumble me up...

Currenly listening to Rick Dees at Hitz.fm while searching for ideas to fill my blog with interesting content for all of you to read and of course become a notorious mafia in three different cities (New York, Cuba and Moscow)...

KIT with u guys later...

Denis Darzacq --> That's what I call photography

I was stunned + astonished + WOWed + confused and a lot more of mix emotions when I saw Denis Darzacq photos in Going Places, I forgot which edition... I love all of the pictures by this photographer... a very unique and creative prespective of photo shooting... below here are some of his works... love La Chute and Hyper... there's more at Denis Darzacq's website...

La Chute

San Titre (Biarritz)

Hyper

Thirty Days Encounting... Day One...

Day One

I just can't believe that I'm going back home (Kuching) one month from now...

Aman and I walk to our beloved BK (postgraduate room) at UMT today... as we arrive, I immedietly open MAS and AirAsia page to check for any flight availablity... besides that, I need to plan my flight properly so that I will not miss my flight again... the most important thing is to check which flight is the cheapest of all...

There are some flight that Aman and I 'berkenan'... so Aman ask me a very important question, in a very serious tone... "Jom.. Just buy the tickets as the tickets is still cheap"... my answer is crucial but there is no need for me to think coz I already know what my answer will be... 'fikir masak-masak' is so not in my head coz i'm eating it raw... so I answer him, "OK... JOM...!!!"

So today is day one and thirty days from today, i will be back in Kuching... hah... hopefully, things will follow according to plan... no more setback...

Bicara Hati 01: Ketabahan yang seadanya...

Kedinginan pagi menyebabkan aku lena dibuai mimpi, diselimuti kelalaian untuk bangun menunaikan solat di pagi hari..

Depressi diri merundung jiwa sanubari, inginku menjerit melepaskan segala yang terbuku di hatiKu ini..

BilaKu buka mata besar-besar ketika bangkit dari katil sekangkang kera, aku bingkas bangun mencuci segenap celah ruang muka..

BadanKu lelah setelah semalam bergelumang dalam rintik-rintik peluh, bergaul di atas gelanggang mimpi yang dicemuh..

Aku mendengar dengan telinga anugerah tuhan yang esa, khabar pemergian yang sudah sampai masa..

Kini aku berdua menghadapi setiap saat yang berlalu, berdepan dengan tabah gagah megah berani dan bertawakal selalu..

InginKu melompat melepasi ruang yang membatasi, melangkaui masa yang tersedia dengan sepenuh tenaga berlari..

Ku tinggalkan dibelakang apa yang memberat hati, meracuni minda dan merosakkan diri..

Menuju ke oasis yang belum dijajah aman sentiasa, berjalan berdua dengan ketabahan yang seadanya..

Thnks fr ystrdy

Yesterday was empty... totally kosong... sepatutnya ada presentation (yg i really hate to do coz it was so last minute) but suddenly lecturer sakit and postponed the presentation... dngan kekosongan yang ada, i really feel sad... utk avoid my sadness, i need to think other stuffs but yesterday was so empty, i started to feel very very sad, lonely, homesick and a lot more emotions that flowing in mcm ribut monsoon yg bakal melanda my place at the end of this year....

i can't really contain myself and i started to menangis.. huhu... i know that was very pathetic of me but i was on my weakest state of mind and soul... i think too much and that makes me really really stress... stress of everything that i can't control... STRESS...!!!!! STRESS....!!!!! 3 days of depression, i need to make today, a day for my recovery... god, family and friends, please help me...!!!!

but yesterday i was happy a bit... i called and contacted people and find out that i'm not alone in this world... people will always support me, wherever i am, whenever i am, whoever i am... thanks for yesterday...

Thanks to Kak Rehan and Kak Hani for giving me a reason to move on... they have done this for 5 years, and really it is hard (nait turun bas mini and berkejar dengan komuter) but later it will help us... (facebook status: 8.14am)

Thanks to Kak Flo and Farhan for liking my status in facebook.... its another way to show your support to me... (facebook status: 10.20am)

Thanks to my mom and my dad as well as my brothers and sisters for giving me support in any form that is possible (money, love, energy) i miss all of you... my mom said to me last nite - "jangan bingung..." i will not bingung too much... i'm not the kind of person that really showing love to anyone, but this is exceptional... I LOVE MY FAMILY....

Thanks to my granny, Nek Meng and grandpa, Nek Tambi as well as my aunts, Aunty Som, Usu Gjan and Aunty Norlia for giving support, giving advice and pray for my health and life... i will cherish this always... hearing the voices thru my phone, really helping me in regain my composure and walk till the end...

Thanks to ryna for helping and supporting me... chayok...!!! chayok...!!! (facebook status: 6.40pm)

Thanks to Sumas for chatting with me thru facebook chat last petang... thanks alot for calming me and giving me support...

Thanks to Didie, Sumas, Oly and Syafiq for calling me when i needed the most... making me happy, mengubat rindu and giving me energy for me to move forward.... i will meet u guys later...

Thanks to JC and all of my other frens, Aman and others... with only 40 min left last nite, i have only the oppurtunity to call JC and express my problems to her... i only want someone to chat with... hopefully i did not burden you... CHAKO forever...!!!!

2 weeks ago, 1 week ago, this week, next week

2 weeks ago

I miss my flight back to Kuching and haven't finish my assignment... I really hate myself... This is my downturn, my fall... I really really can't accept this but I already get over that matter... for every actions done there will be consequences that I need to pay... I really really hate myself, I really really hate myself, I really really hate myself... I am DOOM...

1 week ago

The 1st day of hari raya, a day of happiness... I went back to Kuching, meeting up with my family.... I really miss them all... I really miss all the memories we have together... I'm very happy and I have fun... but the holiday was short and need to make full use of it... put aside my problems and enjoy the holiday...

This week

My emotions really hit me hard... I can't contain myself anymore... I need to cry... I miss all of them back in Kuching... I miss them all already... this is really really hard for me... I never feel this before, this is new to me... I can't stop thinking them... I want to go back home... I want to quit... I want to stop... I want to be free...

Next week

I need to be strong for me to gain my success later... I'm doing this for my family... I need to survive to the end... I need to survive till the end... I need to survive for the end... Pray for me, give me energy and will to do this... I'm weak, I need all of you for me to be strong....