Malam yang suram...!!!

Malam tok sunggoh bosan....!!!!!!!!!

sampe sikda idea mok berblog...

so tiba-tiba terpkir this poem, so enjoy la...

Malam Yang Suram

Tiap senja kegelapan datang mendakap diri yang sepi,

menolak segala biasan cahaya ke tepi,

menutup segala muka dengan hijab dari dahi ke pipi,

malam ini bukan sebarang malam,

malam ini malam yang suram...

Adakah malam ini membawa ketenteraman kehidupan hakiki,

atau diselimut dengan kesejukan salju putih pada hati,

atau kita berasa diri yang didirikan sendiri,

malam ini bukan sebarang malam,

malam ini malam yang suram...

Di saat kita sendiri, kita hilang panduan,

menatap langit memahami buruj mengetahui tujuan,

duduk mencangkung dibasahi air hujan tangisan,

malam ini bukan sebarang malam,

malam ini malam yang suram...

Namun bilaku pandang pada bulan pujangga,

Munculnya keseorangan namun putih bercahaya,

Menimbulkan inspirasi kurniaan Allah Maha Pencipta,

malam ini bukan sebarang malam,

malam ini malam yang suram...

Aku bersyukur pada Ilahi,

membenarkan aku bernafas tiap saat di dunia ini,

agar aku sentiasa melihat dan mengerti,

bahawa,

malam ini bukan sebarang malam,

malam ini malam yang suram...

Many Endings...!!!

Sik abis-abis dengan ending ya, ending tok... nang our life full with endings and with every endings will have a new beginning... i'm not going to 'yabayabayaba' on my ending as a student anymore... enuf is enuf... u guys will be bored if i keep talking about this... so this about all of the reality tv shows that have end last wik and dis wik...

1. AF7

I love the fact that he won... He truly deserve the title... I hate the final actual... song selection was bad macam nangka busuk... Hafiz...!!!!!

2. Amazing Race

I've choose both of them since the beginning and they've won this... haha... so hapy, my perut gettin' bigger and bigger...

3.American Idol 8

perang suara mantap from both the finalist, Kris Allen and Adam Lambert... Both got the face and the voice but Adam is better... saya sokong Kris and coba teka sapa menang... Haha.. Kris Allen.. jom download lagu final, No Boundaries i think...

4.Survivor: Tocantins

Mun you'll oredy baca my previous post, i already stated 3 of my chosen survivors... one of them that i've rooted was J.T... again, my selected contestant won... is this my lucky seasons or wat...

from a cattle rancher to a millionaire... adus, realiti menampar pipi gebu I... bila gik mok kaya tok...?????

before: seorang yang blur.... one of the contestant that is very humble and always with a smile...

after: jutawan yg didampingi perempuan...

money - ada

personaliti - ada

rupa - hmmm... ada kot.. u decide it...

p/s - i love his smile (this is not a GAY statement)

Click here jika mau tonton intebiu with dis guy.. (notice the compelling smile)

udah gik I nak membebel tok... enuf for tonite... see u guys later... hahahahhaummm....

Bored........!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suma pun dah abis... dinner pun dah... the only thing left is to finish up my thesis correction, jilid and then hantar to Dr. Awg... abis suda my chapter as an undergraduate... AF pun dah abis so congrates to Hafiz, I believe i can fly........

Gambar from my dinner sy x simpan so cannot la put it here but later I will upload in facebook and put the links here... hah... boring la...

after abis dinner malam jumaat, hari-hari yang mendatang bagaikan satu penyeksaan... yarabi eh... jiwang lalu... everyday felt longer and I have nothing to do.... so bored...

the only thing I've done was watching Angels and Demons last sunday and the movie was spectaculawesome... although the plot and the content adalah sangat berbeda if we compare it to the novel version... but a job well done to the director and the producer for making this movie such a wonderful one.... Tom Hanks my idol oso starring in this movie...

dis summer (padahal kat Malaysia tok senantiasa panas), banyak movie that wouldn't miss for the world... Star Trek last week, Night At The Museum 2 dis week, Harry Potter 6, Transformer 2, Terminator: Salvation and bebanyak lah lagi.. so I need to kumpul my money to watch everyone of it or at least beli dvd la... haha...

selain menonton cerita-cerita 'pemecah blok' musim panas ini, i've already planned to play some facebook games untuk mengisi masa lapang hamba ini... you know la, this will be a very boring holiday so need to enjoy it as much as possible.... haha...

wish me luck enjoying my holiday... so bored...

The End

Dah abis dah... xpat terimak the truth la.... rasa kosong jak my feelings now... yesterday was my presentation and things goes smoothly with some bumpy ones, just some la.... my 3 years as an undergraduate has end... my 'The End'... hahaha.... now, i just need to finish my sisa-sisa kehidupan with my friends.... later dis friday, there will be a dinner... a dinner for us and for our lecturers... this dinner is a gift cherished together... can't wait to be there... that will be my long waited 'The End'...

there are alot of 'The End' this wik... one of them was my favourite reality tv shows, the amazing race... and you now what, one of my chosen contestants actually won this season... yay...!!!!!

Tammy & Victor won... yay...!!!

and this saturday will one more 'The End'... 'The End' for akademi fantasia... hopefully Hafiz will won this season....

Afundi Hafiz...!!!

Please click on the links below..

Benda yang sangat bagus...

Ini adalah satu lagi benda yang bagus tp 'click' yang diatas dahulu...

Any suggestions...????

Nex wik I will presenting my Final Year Project (FYP) follow by Biotech 69 farewell dinner... now i'm so confuse + tired + lazy to think what should i wear for both occasions... surely i will not buy new, expensive clothes... yet again i need to look at my very best... should i sacrifice money for looking good or save money and look simple..??? any suggestions..??? haha...

for the presentation, i will wear a green neck tie, a present given by my 'girlfriends'... my beloved miss Jessica 'under the umbrella' Isabella  and miss Kristine 'jangan tutup mata' Sandra.... may the chako be with both of u... hahaha... i think white long sleeves shirt will do...???? hmmm..???

nice kn the design..!!! hahaha... angkat bakul sendiri... our biotech farewell dinner will be organized by the student itself... so the ticket above was design by me... hehehe... hopefully the dinner will go on smoothly... amin..

Conflicts & The Remedy

dunia... oh! dunia...

I really dun like CONFLICTS and confrontations or watever that can be derived in any sort of vocabulary definitions as well as its jargon... the thing is I manage to find my way into one and another... that is irony, very opposite of me... every possible CONFLICTS that I live through is not in my hand, this is out of my control... what we have here can be categorized as human nature... I just follow the flow, let my destiny take over its cause... bringing me, attracting me towards my scripted, dramatize fate... I need to face these CONFLICTS... I will try not to avoid any single one as this will make me stronger... CONFLICTS makes our world suffocated with all of the smirking, screaming, punching, cursing...

dunia... oh! dunia...

peoples are humans... and human will always be human whether or not they are monster or angel, scumbag or preacher, loser or winner, rich or poor, idiot or genius... what we see, what we know, that is the nature of a human... a well-being created by god almighty that is imperfect, full with mistakes... forgiveness is the key for salvation... a key that is truly with us from the beginning, with us all along... the key within ourselves is the actual REMEDY... the REMEDY to heal our grief life, the REMEDY to cure the cancer of humanity, the REMEDY to cleanse our precious soil from war... let us unlock the true meaning of forgiveness with this key, the hidden key, the missing key of our life...

dunia... oh! dunia...

Counting Days Towards The End...

Menghitung Hari...
Detik Demi Detik...
Masa Ku Nanti Apakan Ada...
Jalan Cerita Kisah Yang Panjang...
Menghitung Hari...

Tick tock tick tock...

My time is ticking slowly towards the end... My end as a undergraduate... so little time to spend but so many things to do... thank god there were no more assignments for me to suffer... hahaha... praise to the god...

Tick tock tick tock...

This is my crucial moment of my life, my busiest, the most important... need to excel, need to survive... hahaha... no time to play (yeah rite...!!!), no time to blog (what...!!!!)....

Tick tock tick tock...

Things for me to do...

EXAMS

20 Apr 2009 0900-1200 Captive Animal Management FINISH!!!!
24 Apr 2009 1200-1400 Application To Biotechnology II coming!!!
4 May 2009 1200-1400 Social Issues In Biotechnology so long!!!!

PRESENTATION

need to finish my thesis then present... haiya...!!! so busy la... please finish as soon as possible...
presentation on 11-12 MAY 2009...

DINNER

so many things to plan, then collect money from people (ALONG)
then dinner (15 May 2009)...

Tick tock tick tock...

our time flying away... so stop wasting time here... haha..

Tick tock tick tock...(macam ni kah jam berbunyi..???)

Aduh....!!!!

Aduh....!!!!

"Pahal la mamat sekor ni... kacau bilau betol la idup ko ni.... macam takde keja lain... nak berblog pun perlulah ada content yang mantap lagi berinformasi... ni tak, cakap kosong, loyar buruk and krepak bodo adalah... pahal la ko jadi macam ni...

Dah ini hidup aku... sukati aku la... hidup aku nak kacau ka, nak bilau ka, tak pernah pun memnganggu kesejahteraan hidup orang lain... betol-betol jaga tepi kain cadar lusuh orang lah... apa yang aku cakap takde kena mengena ngan ko langsung lah.. apa ko peduli... pirah....!!!!

Orang suruh belajar... ko pegi main.. suma benda orang suroh buat, ko kata 'nehi'... hidup ko ni bosan giler ke... memang dah takde keja lain ka... coba la bawa berdoa, minta pedoman dari kuasa yang lebih tinggi (sambil menadah tapak tangan dengan tinggi ke langit)..

Dah dah, tak perlu ko nak bersyarah kat sini... buang air saliva ko betol... ni dah setempayan dah aku takung ni... nak aku simbah balik kat ko... ceh....!! aku tahu lah bila nak belajar... kenapa ko susah hati sangat la... tak perlu la nak nasihat aku la.... aku memang dah tergolong dalam kaum manusia yang dah berevolusi, mempunyai lubang telinga yang bersambung... dah tak perlu ko ingatkan aku... eventually suma yang masuk dalam telinga ini akan keluar dari yang satu ni.....

Dua, tiga baris aku cakap... berjela-jela ko balas... macam ada sub-machinegun la pulak... memang aku dah tau ko memang cengitu... aku dah biasa nampak orang macam kau ni tepi jalan merempat.... dah itu jalan yang ko pilih... aku dah tak nak sibok dah... apa yang aku cakap, suma melantun balik kat aku... muka ko ni dah sejibik papan meja ping pong... aku ciao dulu lah...

Pegi la berambos... macam la aku peduli... kau takde aku bleh hidup la..... aku tak perlu orang yang suka menyusahkan orang lain... senang hati aku ko pegi... dah tak perlu datang lagi... bahagia hidup aku macam tu..."

The End...!!!

that was a monolog between my righteous self with the devil within me... everyone always say that the war out there in Iraq or any other country takes its toll on the people of the related country itself... same goes with the war within us... a war that may affect our true nature, a war that is very cruel and inhuman... this war is so near to us... be prepare and alert...!!!

p/s - this week is my study week but I havent started anything yet... haihz.... lazy... couch potato... bum...

The hiatus is OVER...!!!! (for now)

My last post was on 18th of March... that was so long ago... have been busy for the past 2 weeks with my writing, lab, exams, assignments and stuffs...

don't have any idea what so ever for me to publish any post... my blog was covered with 'sarang labah-labah' when I open up my blog just now.... argh..... so busy.... besides that, the internet connection in UNIMAS is like crap... even crap does not act like this... UNIMAS wireless writen with crapness all over it...

enough with that... April... my last month that I will spent in UNIMAS for the entire month... I have 1 month and 2 weeks to go.... then I'm a free man as free as a flying bird... not knowing what lies ahead of me... my unknown future will be unfold...

future will come but the present is here... so I need to survive till the end... wish me luck... final exams, fyp and presentation.... one more thing, I may not actively publish post this month oso... heh... busy what....!!! lol....